vmathis12019
State Researcher
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Okay, maybe it's the fact that I've been beating myself up about not making time to practice, but in the last few weeks, I have been really self conscious about my ability to use my firearm effectively. I run through scenarios in my head, and I seem to produce nothing but failing outcomes, rather than successful tactics.
This has actually gotten so bad that I have had a few nightmares about it. The main one has been a recurring account of firing at and hitting an individual, but with little effect. It is usually a very short dream that normally startles me awake as the crook normally gets right on me after I have emptied my gun into him to no avail. I had another last night/this morning about not being able to grip the weapon firmly enough to hold it in my hand.
I am not necessarily looking for dream analysis here, I just wanted to share these thoughts, and inquire as to whether or not I am alone in this kind of thinking, if of course you are comfortable sharing.
Okay, maybe it's the fact that I've been beating myself up about not making time to practice, but in the last few weeks, I have been really self conscious about my ability to use my firearm effectively. I run through scenarios in my head, and I seem to produce nothing but failing outcomes, rather than successful tactics.
This has actually gotten so bad that I have had a few nightmares about it. The main one has been a recurring account of firing at and hitting an individual, but with little effect. It is usually a very short dream that normally startles me awake as the crook normally gets right on me after I have emptied my gun into him to no avail. I had another last night/this morning about not being able to grip the weapon firmly enough to hold it in my hand.
I am not necessarily looking for dream analysis here, I just wanted to share these thoughts, and inquire as to whether or not I am alone in this kind of thinking, if of course you are comfortable sharing.