Beretta92FSLady
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So, after receiving my sidearm back I started using the sidearm as my primary carry once again. And went shooting at the range yesterday with it for the first time in nearly a year.
Although I had fought for over two months to get my property back, there was, and is a part of me that feels a certain way when I hold this particular handgun in my hand.
Just typing this kinda makes me anxious. I thought about selling it (S&W Sigma), it is a great handgun, I have shot thousands of rounds through it, and ergonomically it feels great in my hand...but the tactile touch of the pistol grip stirs something that is upsetting emotionally in me.
LOL, this is probably why on some gun chats there are somany men that wish women wouldn't joingun chat because we start posting emotional crap.
I am not looking for details of experiences by anyone, but am curious if there are others who might have had an 'incident' with a particular handgun, and when they hold the handgun post-incident, if it kinda bothers you...if that makes any sense.
Maybe I should take a more logical approach to this. Logic seems to only go so far, and not far enough for me to emotionally cut myself off from feeling the way that I do when I have this particular handgun.
So, after receiving my sidearm back I started using the sidearm as my primary carry once again. And went shooting at the range yesterday with it for the first time in nearly a year.
Although I had fought for over two months to get my property back, there was, and is a part of me that feels a certain way when I hold this particular handgun in my hand.
Just typing this kinda makes me anxious. I thought about selling it (S&W Sigma), it is a great handgun, I have shot thousands of rounds through it, and ergonomically it feels great in my hand...but the tactile touch of the pistol grip stirs something that is upsetting emotionally in me.
LOL, this is probably why on some gun chats there are somany men that wish women wouldn't joingun chat because we start posting emotional crap.
I am not looking for details of experiences by anyone, but am curious if there are others who might have had an 'incident' with a particular handgun, and when they hold the handgun post-incident, if it kinda bothers you...if that makes any sense.
Maybe I should take a more logical approach to this. Logic seems to only go so far, and not far enough for me to emotionally cut myself off from feeling the way that I do when I have this particular handgun.