I don`t want everyone to know all of the details of what is going on, But I am currently dealing with a permanent Family medical condition. I have to take full responsibility of the said person, Involving pushing said person in a wheel chair in public, And I feel a little uncomfortable at time in places, For the both of us, And most of the places we go have a liquor license, So I am unable to OC. I was required to make a decision on weather to keep my job, Or take care of the family member, And I made the decision that Family is more important then any job. I realize that I might not be the person that should be asking for help, And I realize I have made mistakes, And still have many more to make I am still young, But I am truly sorry for the foolishness I have caused in the past. I have a whole new outtake on life right now, And I feel I will be a better man because of it.