I would recommend reading Lt. Col. Dave Grossman's book, "On Combat" where he explains, in detail, how auditory exclusion works when the human body is under stress. He also cites several studies that have been conducted that support his analysis. It's very likely that in a true life-threatening situation where you had to fire your gun in self defense, that you would never even hear those shots being fired. Furthermore, it's also likely that you would suffer no hearing loss whatsoever from those shots. The human body, under stress, does some pretty amazing things.
I have experienced *auditory exclusion*, only in a more controled & peacful setting, playing football in High School.
I do remember when that moment comes that *your mind* tends to block out EVERYTHING (crowd noise, sideline distractions & etc.) except what you're focused on at the time.
So, yeah, I'll just chalk up my momentary lapse of rational reasoning to discharge a firearm *** For The Fun Of It*** & pass along the newly acquired wisdom to newbies and such which I shall meet along lifes' journey.